tmz obtained a leaked manuscript of oj's book, "if i did it"

tmz has a copy of oj's book that fox shut down, november 2006, because people were not digging it. personally, i do think the book is in bad taste, but i still want to read it. this passage was particularly disturbing:

Now I was standing in Nicole's courtyard, in the dark, listening to the loud, rhythmic, accelerated beating of my own heart. I put my left hand to my heart and my shirt felt strangely wet. I looked down at myself. For several moments, I couldn't get my mind around what I was seeing. The whole front of me was covered in blood, but it didn't compute. Is this really blood? I wondered. And whose blood is it? Is it mine? Am I hurt?

oj needs to seek a cliff... and promptly throw himself off of it.

note to users who have a high threshold for gross: google "oj" in google images. turned up gruesome images of nicole, ron, and the death scene.